I’m a new mom, and I love being one to my baby. It’s been almost two months since I delivered her, and finally, my tear has already healed.
For the past few days, my mind was undecided over taking a scholarship next year or finding a new job elsewhere (here in this foreign land we are in) or via telecommute. This means that if I take on the latter, I would work by next month; and, if I take on the first option, I would just be a full-time mom for 1.5 years. During the course of my 9-month pregnancy, I decided to be a full-time mom and wife for two years; but, after childbirth, there are occasions wherein I am tempted to look for a job or a scholarship.
Two days ago, I enrolled in an online class in preparation for the scholarship I shall be taking. However, my mind is nowhere. Surely I would read the lessons but not much with proper concentration. My mind is focused on my baby. We can hire a full-time nanny; but, I can’t guarantee that that nanny would give the best of care that only me, as a mommy, can give my child. Continue reading →
