Posts Tagged: subconscious mind


19
May 09

Blog update on childbirth, motherhood, and more…

It’s been almost two months since I last blogged in here. I feel overwhelmed on what to write, where to start, or even how I am going to write all things that I need to update this blog about.

I am here sitting in my favorite place, my reading corner, at home, while my baby sleeps in her bed. Yep, I already gave birth to my precious baby girl, who’s turning two months by May 27. I thank God for the gift of life He showered upon me and my baby during the labor and delivery.

LABOR AND CHILDBIRTH

If I have to relive or experience again in my imagination what I had gone through last March 27, it would be hard to tell piece by piece, moment by moment those excruciating pains; but, yes, they were so worthwhile as I await for my baby to come out. I quite didn’t expect though that I would deliver on the month of March, especially on the day of March 27. My 6th OBGyne scheduled me for another ultrasound on March 29 then even though it was against my will. We were supposed to go to the mall on March 27; but as early as 5:30a.m., I saw blood stains in my urine. I wiped down under and, indeed, there was blood. I kinda panicked. I went back to bed, and woke up husband. He said it’s not my time yet to deliver. It’s normal since I was already on my last trimester. I just laid my back on the back, and was already nervous at the thought of giving birth at that time. Every time I went to pee, there was blood in my urine, and a few minutes after 6a.m., there was sort of urine leak. I wasn’t sure if it was urine or water. By 7:30a.m., another set of water/urine leak. This time, hubby and I were already hugging each other while crying, most probably, tears of joy. “This is for real now; we’d be parents!” It’s what we were probably thinking that time. We timed my contractions, and they were not consistent yet because the intervals were far apart from one another. However, since we’re first time parents, we decided to go to the hospital at around 11:30a.m. to be checked by the doctor. At the hospital, the first doctor examined me internally and it was so painful! The first IE was 2c.m. at 12:30p.m. It was so painful I bled. I was thinking why I ever went to the hospital early on. Although the dilation was just 2c.m., the doctor decided to admit me after she had confirmed that I already leaked my amniotic fluid. Continue reading →


18
Mar 09

Readying for childbirth

Childbirth. I’m quite ready, and so is my baby. I’m currently on my 38th weeks now, and 13 days more to go! WOW. We have come this far, baby! Thank you so much for assuring me everyday of your little kicks in my ribs, in my bladder, in my belly. I just love the feeling how you kick inside me. Thank you so much, Lord, for the gift of life.

Last night, husband and I attended mass at 6:30p.m. Fortunately, there was an ongoing confession. I wasn’t prepared to confess, but decided right away to confess after I had meditated for a few seconds. We just missed the Holy Communion, though, so we are returning tonight at the Church. Last night, too, it was so timely that the parish priest saw me, and he prayed over me. He asked me first about how many days more to go before my delivery, and I told him, “2 weeks”. He prayed over me and said, “You’re now ready. It won’t be 2 weeks. It would be anytime.” Haha. Continue reading →

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